Fuck Is An Underrated Word.

2009-11-08T03:26:00.000-08:00

It's Amazing How Much Can Happen In A Day,Let Alone A Year.3E2 Was Full Of Shit,Yet It Was The Shit,If That Made Any Half-Assed Sense.

Muay Thai? Maybe.
The Thought Of Being Away From You For 2 Months.No Way.

"Hey BBoy! Hey BGirl! Come On Now!"

2009-10-09T05:55:00.001-07:00

Just Went To A Buffet With Yexiang And Angus.I Ate Mainly Meat,And Some Mushrooms,Meatballs,Sushi.Angus And Ye Xiang Ate Lots Of Stuff Which I Forgot.Otah And Mee Hoon And Prawn,HotDogs,Eggs,etc.I Wasn't Hungry,But Now That I'm Home,I'm Starving!God Fucking Damn It.After Eating That,We Ate Ice Cream.We Added 6.3kg of Ice Cream Consisting Of Peppermint,Peppermint Coke,Durian,Yam,Passion,Chocolate,Cappucino.We Were Afraid Of Not Finishing It.In The Last 6 Minutes,We Ate It By Playing Scissors,Paper,Stone.Damn It,I Ate The Most.Stomach Upsets Now...However I Did Have A Very Good Time,And THAT's All That Matters.

To Readers,If You're Wondering Why I Don't Rant Anymore...I STILL FUCKING DO!You'll See Them More Often Now!Peace,Da Fuck Out.

Thoughts.

2009-10-09T05:24:00.000-07:00

Updated,Like I Said I Would.The Only Reason I Can,Is That The Exams Are Finally Over.FUCK YEAH.The Sad Thing Is,I'm Going To Be Packed With Activities.No More 24 hour sleepouts,No More Late Night Debates.Though,I Don't Mind Spending Time With You.I Haven't For A While.Haha...

I Met A Girl Called Patty.She Was One Of The Dance Girls,I Saw Most Of The Time With Other Dancers.They Were All Of Same Height,And That's Not An Insult,Just An Observation.Anyways,Your Height Is A Disability Or Ability Depending On What You Make Of It.She's Quite Kewl.

I Met Darius.A Very Talented Guy.

I Met Dominic.I Trained Him In The Gym For 2 Sessions,And Now He's Having O'levels Soon.Study Hard,The Body Is Nothing Without The Mind!We'll Go And Work Out When You End Ok?!

I Met Janica.Friendly At Most Times,And Learns Dance Moves Real Fast.

Nigel's Blog Is SEEMINGLY Boring...But It Gets Entertaining.Visit Him! http://mrnigel.blogspot.com

Hmm...If I Missed Out,Let Me Know.

Sometimes,I Wonder What I Will Grow Up To Be.
Whenever People Ask Me What I Want To Be When I Grow Up,
I'd Usually Say "Something Special".I'd Never Give A Specific Answer.

Will I Be Old,Fat,Smelly,Using The Computer 24/7,Earning Money Through Youtube And Other Outputs...Not That I Mind Being Old,Since Everything Goes Through Entropy And etc.Not That I Mind Being Fat,Cause I'd Lose The Weight If I Cared About It.Smelly,Maybe.Has To Do With The Stereotypical Mindset Of Being Unhygienic.

Will I Be Out Of My Hellhole I Call My Home,And Be Flying Jets In Paris Like My Brother Is?With His Soon-to-be Wife By His Side,With Classic Music Playing Along.I Would'nt Mind That.But I Don't Have A Fetish With Planes.And I Don't Like Being A Servant,Especially A Civil Servant.

A Dancer?I've Recently Undergone The Wonders Of Dancing,And It Is Hella Fun.But I'm Not Sure I'll Have A Future Of That In Singapore.I'm Not That Great Too.

Or Will I Die Thinking That I'll Go Nowhere.

Will I Be The One Who Creates Awesome Inventions,Matter Teleportation,Light-Speed Transportation.Time-Travelling,So That I Can Tell Myself What I Would Become?Or See What I've Become?However,I Might Not Return To The Original Universe,As Stated In The Many Worlds Theory.Or I'd Never Be Able To Change Anything,As Seen In The Grandfather Paradox.Hmm.

Or Maybe I'll Be A Student My Whole Life.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.
Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.
Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.
Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.Slacking,Mugging.
Will It Ever End?

Or Maybe I'm Not Supposed To Know.

2009-09-11T06:44:00.000-07:00

Hmm.Heh.Long Time No Post.Lots Of Stuff Have Happened.And Apparently,Adults Are Reading This So I Shall Refrain From Profanities.Or NOT.I Shall Start With My Exam Results.
English : B4
A Maths : C6
E Maths : E8
Science : C5
Combined Humanities : E8
Art : 47

I Realise I Could Have Done Better In Art If I Actually Hand In Stuff On Time,And Do The Amount Of Required Drawings For Fuck Sake,And Actually TRY To Study E Maths And Humanities.But No,I Overlooked Them,And I Got These Crap Marks.

Remarks : Ashwin has made satisfactory progress in his work.However,we feel that he has not fulfilled his potential this term.We believe that if he puts in more effort and submit his work on time,he can definitely do much better.

I See A Trend Of This Particular Remark On Other Report Books,Except They Have Different Names.ranting starts in 3,2,1.HOW THE FUCK CAN I MAKE SATISFACTORY PROGRESS IF I HAVE NOT FULFILLED MY POTENTIAL??ISN'T THAT FUCKING CONTRADICTORY?MOREOVER,I FAILED 2 SUBJECTS LAST TERM AND NOW I'VE FAILED 3! WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM CHUI CUMMING? HUH? 3>2!!!!!FUCK!.

And So Ends Term 3.Which Means Term 4 Is Next.Which Means I Have To Start Studying A Lot.Which Means I Have No Time To Gym,Dance,Fight,Go Out...

And Jessica,If You're Reading This,You Must Know That I Love You Throughout All This Bullshit.

2009-08-09T03:41:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!SINGAPORE IS 44 YEARS OLD NOW!WE WILL BENEFIT FROM YOUR MENOPAUSE!!!

Peace.

2009-08-09T03:21:00.001-07:00

New Person,New Blog.
My Biological Father Came Back From Indo.Why The Fuck Did He Not Get Raped By Monkeys On The Way Home,Or Better Yet,DIE.
My Mum Took Away My PC Because I Didn't Go SINDA.YOU FUCKING IDIOT,DON'T YOU THINK THERE IS A REASON WHY I FUCKING CONSUME PANADOL AND OTHER DRUGS THAT DAY? BECAUSE MUA IS TEH SICK GUY!
SINDA Is A Fucking Mindfuck Tuition Centre.If Your Child Ever Goes For It,Against His/Her Will.Then Bash Yourself To Death.Won't Learn Shit From There.If You're A Child That Is In There Already,Then Run Out Of There Now,RIGHT NOW.Never Go There Again.Before You Joined,You Shouldnt Have Given Your Phone Number,Your Parent's Phone Number Or Your House Number.Pass This Info Along.MAN,FUCK ALL PARENTS OF THIS KIND.

When And If I Have A Child,I'm Gonna Make It Go For Martial Arts Classes,Make It Really Fit,And Fucking Smart Without This Kind Of Bullshit,And Let Them Choose Their Career Paths And Such.But I Won't Let Them Fucking Live In This CRACKER ASS "CUNT"ry Singapore.

Are The Basketball People All Assholes,Like The Rest Of The "Unaccepted" Population Of The School Think?I'm Not Defending Them[They Started The FUCKING Social Hierarchy System Of Nerds,Jocks etc.] But LOOK AT THE FUCKING MIRROR.You're All Assholes.We're Humans.And I'm An Asshole,I'm An Angry,Depraved,Insane,Insomniac And I Still Make Fun Of Other Moronic,Inane And Insipid People.But I Don't Go To The Fucking Limit Like How Everyone Else Does.FOR EXAMPLE,"The Basketballers All Think They Are So Pretty And Handsome And Muscular That The World Revolves Around Them".Well,Maybe You Think Yourself Of A Lower Social Hierarchy Than Them,And Are Probably Envious,Vexed And Enraged At Their Popularity.But I Shall Make One Statement.Most Of Them Are ARROGANT.

2009-07-12T04:25:00.000-07:00

THE BEST ONE YET :P

from demotivateyou.com

2009-07-12T04:22:00.000-07:00

2009-07-04T09:34:00.000-07:00

Somethings Surprise Me.Gang Fights That Come To A Stop,And A Truce.That's The Smartest Thing They've Probably Done.But Now,Everyone's Gonna Kill The Trouble Maker.I Don't Agree With That.But After What YOU people say.That "What I Do Is Wrong." or "Fuck Off You Freedom Hater" and "Go Shoot Yourself,Who you think u are ah,batman ah freaking loser".....

I Give Up.Not Because Of The Insults,But Because It Was YOU Who Said It To Me.No More,No More.

2009-06-28T04:11:00.000-07:00

Hmm.I Should Update Now.

It's Currently Sunday,28th Of June.I Haven't Done Any Homework.ANY.Except Heymaths.Because I Logged Into Someone Else's Account,And Got The Answers.With Their Permission,Of Course.Still,Not A Very Nice Thing To Do :/ School Starts Tomorrow,And I Don't Seem To Give A Flying Fuck About A Single Thing.Promises About Grades And Promises To Save Lives.I Feel I'm Like I'm Gonna Break Down,But I Remember My Training,Both Mental And Physical,Which Proved That There Were Worse Times Then These.

Reflection Of How Retarded I Was Before...

Singaporean Psycho. says:
*when god created man
*he switched on his fan
*and started playing with his band
*that was the dawn of man
88 says:
*-_-
Singaporean Psycho. says:
*after that he fed his cat and let it sit on his lap
*then adam and eve ate an apple
*which made them notice their naked and babbled...
*"we're screwed"
*then god came and asked
*why are you covering your arse
*then god said "Oh fuck,you guys are dead"
*for eatting my apple,both of you are expelled,dumb shitheads!
*relax you dont have to reply
*i'm just crapping :D
*now back to the story....
*adam and eve were out of the garden of eden
88 says:
*right
Singaporean Psycho. says:
*god made them drunk so that they wont remember how to get back again.
88 says:
*ima end your theory with mine
*God doesn't exist.
Singaporean Psycho. says:
*you shouldnt have disobeyed me,and listened to a fucking snake
88 says:
*ended
*back then the snake was a crocodile
*then god removed its limbs
*then it became a snake
Singaporean Psycho. says:
*but i still love you,cause you are my shitheads
*the end
*:D
88 says:
*but then crocodiles came to be cuz god only turned one croc into a snake
Singaporean Psycho. says:
*i'm trying to use ur pm as the moral for my story
*hehe
88 says:
*righhhhht
*im off to do something
*private
Singaporean Psycho. said (7:09 PM):
*ok then

2009-06-14T08:00:00.001-07:00

WOW.This Blog Is Dead.Really.Time To Rebuild...So Much Has Happened.I'm Trying Not To Be A Bad Boy Now,It's Pointless To Die Alone And To Die Unhealthily.I Can't Think Of What Has Happened For The Past Year.But I Can Talk About The Specialist Course I Just Went In A Few Days Ago...

Day 1

Waked Up At 6.30 am.Immediately Changed To Smart-4 Uniform.Felt Very Groggy.Drank Some Nutrisoy In Hopes Of Being More Energetic.There Was One Thing On My Mind : 2ND SERGEANT RANK And I'm Sure It Was On The Rest Of Henderson's NCC Sec 3's Too,When They Were In Mcdonalds.I Went There And Ate Something.A Meal I Think.I Don't Really Eat There,Yea Cause It's Breaks My Whole Cycle.So We Waited For Aloysius To Come And Then We Took A Train To Joo Koon MRT.The Moment We Reached There,Haikal Lost His Wallet While He Was Sleeping In The Train.So We Waited For Him To Talk To The MRT Officers.At The MRT There Were Hwa Chong Institution NCC Cadets,And I'm Sure That Scared The Shit Out Of Some Cadets.Went To SDC Bus Bay,Then Went To SISPEC.Over There,Went To Foxtrot-1 Grouping.Checked The Nominal Roll.We Went To Put Our Bags In Bunk 2-5 As 2-7 Was Temporarily Locked.Then Marched To Auditiorium For Debriefing On Specialists Course By Ma'am Elizabeth.After A Long,Long Talk,We Went For Lunch.I'm Not Surprised By The Quality Of Food...But WHY IS IT ALWAYS PROCESS FOOD FOR GOD'S SAKE!I Don't Want To Die Faster.After That,Was Called Out To Go For Hair Cut.I Passed The Hair Check,And They Ask Me To Cut Now??!! Nevermind.I Went For The Hair Cut With Yusuf,Aloysius,Yeu Jeng,Teck Wee,Derrick And Others.There, We Slacked For 3 hours + Waiting Our Turn.We Complained About Specialist Course,How Grueling It Was And Teck Wee Kept Asking Me To OOC [ Out-Of-Course] With Him,To Which I Slightly Obligated To.We Could Buy Drinks,While The Cadets Are Having Their IFC And Trainfire Revisions.I Was One The Last Few To Get The Haircuts.And Fortunately,It Turned Out Ok.So I Went Back In The Middle Of Trainfire.Pretty Damn Late.I Felt I Was Going To Fail The Tests The Next Day As I Didn't Study,And Didn't Go For The Revisions Cause Of The Haircut.After That,We All Had Dinner.Then We Had The GENERAL KNOWLEDGE TEST,Which I Filled Out Using Luck.And I Passed Thankfully...After That,Changed To PT Attire.Had Supper And It Was Bed Time,After A Nice Cold Bath.

Day 2

Woke Up.Had Morning PT.Not Strenuous One Bit.Then Had Breakfast.And A Little Revision For IFC And Trainfire.Then,The Trainfire Test Started.I Was Called Out With Geoffrey And Azim And Subramaniam To Strip And Assemble The M-16 Rifle.I Bummed Out...But I Tried My Best,And I Think I Did It Within The Time Limit.Subramanium Did It So Quickly I Thought I Was Too Slow...Azim Was The Slowest.Haha :D .After That,We Had Lunch And Then IFC Tests.(Individual Field Craft).This Topic ,I Was SURE TO FAIL,I Thought.1st Off...Field Signal.Damn,I Showed A Wrong One! 4/5.Movement By Day.Showed Crawling Methods And Basic Thoughts.The Sir Asked Me "Ok.You Guys Are Expecting Fire From The Front.On The Left,There Is A Bush.On The Right,There Are Rocks.Use The Roll And Roll To The Safe Side."
Using Common Sense,I Rolled To The Right.My Buddy Rolled To The Left And We Crashed.Then Sir Told Us Jokingly " Nevermind,You Both Die!"Finally,Judging Distances And Target Indication.This I Failed.Then Had Dinner And Said The Specialist Creed.Here It Goes.

I am a Specialist of the National Cadet Corps
I serve with pride and dedication.I excel in my specialist duties,ensure the discipline of my Cadets
and will nurture them to their potential.I overcome difficulties with my adventurous spirit.
I will uphold the prestige of the National Cadet Corps
to be the premiere uniformed group in Singapore!

Went Back To Bunk And Changed To PT Kit,For The PT Test.I Did Alright...With 42 Sit-Ups And 50 Push-Ups In A Minute.Then Had Supper,And Became IC For The Next Day.Went Back To Bunk,Grabbed A Shower And Slept.

Day 3

Woke Up,Wore Full-Uniform And Had Breakfast.Today Would Be A Fun Day,As The Tests Had Ended.Became IC,Reported Strength,Greeted Every Sir,Marched To SAFTI.Fired Matador,GPMG And M201.Had Lunch Then Went To SDC.Had Amazing Race And Army Board Game...Me Team With Jared.We Found It Very Boring So We Played Luck Games Instead With The Dice.Jared Lost First Than A Malay Guy Kept Winning The Bet.CLT's Were Sleeping Soundly.Went Back To SISPEC,Said The Specialist Creed And Did Peer Apraisal.Lots Of People Gave Me High Marks...And I Appreciate It. :D Then We Slacked In The Bunk.I Called A Lot Of People To Join Me In The Bunk Topless And Whack Azim.SURE ENOUGH WE DID! Until Ma'am Shout At Us From Downstairs,Our Platoon Commander Also!!That's The Most Memorable Part.Cadets Kept Coming And Coming To Whack Azim!!!Changed To PT Kit,Had Supper.Tried Army Rations.Quite Tasty For A Last Resort.Went Back Bunk,Showered,Remembered The Specialist Creed.

I am a Specialist of the National Cadet Corps
I serve with pride and dedication.I excel in my specialist duties,ensure the discipline of my Cadets
and will nurture them to their potential.I overcome difficulties with my adventurous spirit.
I will uphold the prestige of the National Cadet Corps
to be the premiere uniformed group in Singapore!

A SOLDIER SHOUTED "LIGHTS OUT!".THEN AZIM ONed AND OFFed THE LIGHTS AND THE SOLDIER SHOUTED ANGRILY.I HIT AZIM AS I WAS FREAKING IRRITATED WITH HIM.Stayed Up Very Late,Exercised.

FINAL DAY

It's The Last Day,Finally.Had Talks About Joining The Army And Stuff.Still Won't Change My Career Plan.When They Gave Out Ranks,We Were All SO HAPPY.WE ALL SAID THE SPECIALIST CREED AND WENT OFF.Aloysius and Jia Yang Had Trouble With One Of The Cadets, And I Offered Backup.He Did'nt Have The Balls To Fight.SO I Went Redhill With Yusuf,Ate Food And Went Home.It's Over.

2008-10-19T01:59:00.000-07:00

ah...i'm caught in between.i have a choice to join 2 bands.one involves hazhairi and the other involves elizabeth,dian,keith and sarah,whoever that is..which one to choose??I bet none,cause our influences are pretty different.I'm more of a avant-garde metal person...bored,did some tests...

Am-I-Dumb.com - Dumb Test

Free-IQTest.net - IQ Test

Impossible-Quiz.com - Trick Questions

HumanForSale.com - Free Quizzes

Gay-Test.com - Am I gay?

2008-10-17T10:13:00.000-07:00

today damn tiring.pt was not hard to me,but since we always slack at pt then all of a sudden Halim came and shaped us up.But a lot were tired.Anyway,mrs ng never came so i gave my mc to some dumb relief teacher.Before school end,mrs seah ask to write reflection.She should write one for us,i bet she got no childhood la fucking testtube baby lol.Then after school,Helmi asked me to follow Khai Xin,Tanling,Candice to Helmi's house,for food.I hate that bastard.Chee Bye,dun know how to explain,only me and ,maybe haz, understand.then,i haz and jackson met at tiong after going home.I took my amp,my guitar and all the a7x songs + pinkly smooth songs.haz found the pinkly smooth to be cool.haha slowpoke.just like the rest of the world.then i play guitar at jackson's house till 11.pm + So good sia,his rooms are technically sound proof.i play like mad!then do "mosh pit" with haz,just went crazy with him.hit him,he hit me.lol.jackson room damn huge and comfortable.toilet also lol.Longest Jamming Session EVER For Me : 8hours. :( did not go for dragon boating,heard it was tough.i wan to go kayaking,wont miss this for sure!

~an arguement is immature when it is about looks,fats,beauty etc.We'll all look like crap when we're 60+ anyways~

Yesterday + Today

2008-10-16T02:29:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was pretty cool i guess.I was absent from school,cause i was super sick and took mc for 2 days.But i went for lunchtime concert after resting.I also went for it because,i've done it for 3 terms but all were rejected due to something happening in my band or what not.But at least i know how it feels to play live now!I guess i nailed the solo.Then,today got dragon boating but never go leh.Sian,stay at home,eat medicine,read astronomy,listen to a7x.Until The End From Live In LBC sounds like Guns' N' Roses - Estranged somehow.I love it lol my fav song now.

So for next year when the new principal arrives,i think me and my band has to perform.Then one more public gig.I've Chosen 4 but i dunno which is the best.Can help me pick?

Until The End - Avenged Sevenfold
Seize The Day
Dear God
Afterlife

2008-10-14T06:24:00.000-07:00

Frst,Sick.Fever,Flu And Sore Throat.In class did,Did a lame game of charades,but with proverbs.Anyone know how to show "Birds With The Same Feather FLock Together",I call you pro lol.Then after school,i gave miss shirley goh my sewing thing.Damn crappy,the design brief was two pages,no pics.sure fail home economics!Then after school,mr eugene said i must perform tomorrow.BUT FEEL SO DAMN SICK.SOMEMORE WENT GYM.I hope i can pull it off tomorrow!

2008-10-13T04:16:00.000-07:00

Today was normal.Except i brought lots of books,nvm train muscles!(bag was 7.5 kg :D) Anyway,a bee came into class.Lol,why everyone so scared?Just Kill It!Then i took A maths but then...art is elective...After School,went to PAC to see lunchtime concert rehearsal.Everyone was cool.But there was a band that was playing Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold.I was jealous and curious on how they played.To tell you the truth,they need a lot of improvement.The drums almost broke cause the drummer hit so hard,the guitar isnt just chords and the bass cant be heard.the singer cant sing lol.But i helped them a lot.I carried the drums back to the 4th floor with others.I helped them tune the guitar 100%.And played a bit after that :D I hope i'll kick ass tomorrow.I might perform at the lunch time concert,or the new principal's welcoming ceremony.

First Post

2008-10-11T11:16:00.000-07:00

This Is Ash's blog(even though i blog hop :D) to Do Whatever Anyone Wants.
I hope you like it.Btw,i'm going for a7x concert on the 24th of October 2008.It'll rock.I might start a mosh pit >:D That's all for now.